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The only hope for me is you (in the process of being rewritten sorry)

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Ava wants nothing more than to fit in. But despite her best efforts, her dark past seems to always get the best of her. Until she meets Alex. Alex is very different, and to proud to be so. She strives to be the minority. And just as she begins to unravel Ava's past, a new issue surfaces. Something that is beyond the control of both Alex and Ava. Or so they thought... 

Also trigger warning; self harm, rape, eating disorders, and addiction 


note: since this is in the process of being rewritten, if a chapter says (Ava's POV) or something at the top then it has not been rewritten yet and is still original probably garbo sorryAll Rights Reserved

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