I don't know how to smile any more. It's been a long time since I smiled. You ever loved someone so much that any and everything they do to break you only makes you hurt yourself more because you could have done better for them.
I'm tired. I'm tired of trying and failing. I'm tired of beginning to think that's going to be ok, and then everything gets screwed up. I want it to be over. It has to be done.
Disclaimer: everything written in this story is not real, this was all made up by me.