Orphanage ziall
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A lonley teenage boy that had never had a real home. he was terrifed of the loneliness and the rejection of others. Zayn malik was always afraid to love and always had that fear of getting hurt and wishing he could change his personality and how he really was.
He has been an orphan since his mother left him. feeling abandoned and unwanted by the ones he thought he could trust. He hated his apperence and the small remarks from others made him hate himself even more. The pain through the years and the rejection made him feel maybe he should just leave and run away from life that was right in front of him he could barely reach anymore.
The only person he had trusted was niall Horan who was also just like him but both ended up getting adopted which caused them to be separated and leaving Zayn with nothing... as the years went passed Zayn didn't understand how he can go on living in a broken home being all alone. He couldn't take it anymore.
People all the time telling him to kill himself and he was unwanted and him believing them with everytime they said it. He looked into the mirror and saw his reflection and thought maybe he should just do it as in his left hand was the bottle of pills with the top already open.
Tears shed down his already bruised face from fighting other who said anything rude to him. Working paycheck to paycheck and he couldn't take anymore. He looked in the mirror and rememberedwhat niall had said and ended up throughing the pills and flushing them down the toliet.
He was looking though the reflection of the mirror to see niall as the words played back to him clear like that day them taking niall away from him.
"Please don't leave me alone.. in the world... please find me.. "
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