pain killer with green eyes
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Last published Sun, Jul 30, 2017
Love can be your cure; or your disease.
It can save; or kill you.
That's the exciting part of it; you never know.
It's unbelievable how a person can affect your life; in a good or bad way.
Sometimes the love of another person can save your life.
But if you get dependent on that person, it will hurt you; and you'll feel the worst pain ever.
So be careful.
There are plenty of ways to die, but only love can kill you and keep you alive so you can feel it.
At times, I wished that I died. The pain was just too strong.
But he was my savior. At least that's what I believed.
Or what he made me believe.
You could only see his bright green eyes in the sunlight. When it's dark, his eyes were completely brown.
WARNING: This story contains mature scenes and sensitive material. Read at your own risk.
Based on a true story.
Cover photos: @EthanDolan via instagram
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