Crankiplier - I'm useless (on hold)
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Ethan Nestor is a smol youtuber who suffers from depression. He finds out that one of his biggest idles needs help with editing and asks if he could become his editor.
Ethan hopes that mark can help him through his depression and suicidal thoughts, and get him above water again. But at the same time doesn't want him to know about his depression.
Will Ethan eventually kill himself of will mark and Tyler find out and help him??
*WARNING* this fanfic includes cutting, self harm suicidal thoughts in later chapters. If your uncomfortable with any or all of these themes, then please leave this fanfic*
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