What have I become? (A Tokyo Ghoul fanfic) (NOT COMPLETED)(TRIGGER WARNINGS)

prologue
Emiri's POV
I'm sitting in class reading my favorite book I catch my crush staring at me from the corner of my eye, I blush slightly she catches me blushing and she smiles I quickly go back to reading. The bell rings I get up to leave to my next class, when I don't notice my crush walks up to me "Hey Emiri" I look up "Oh hey" "So what's your next class?" "Oh it's um art" "Oh same... um well I was thinking would you like to walk to class together?" I look at her and smile "sure" I grab my things and I head out of class. she catches up to me "Um so have you heard anyone talk about the dance?" "Um no I haven't" She looks at me "Um well I was wondering if you wanted to go with me?" I turn to her and I blush slightly "Yes I would love to go with you", she smiles "Ok haha I already bought the tickets, um I have another question" "Ok what is it?" She looks at me while we walk "Um would you like to go out with me?" I blush my heart beats fast I look at her "Yes, haha I never knew you liked me, I thought no one likes me even as a friend." we arrive at class we both sit down "what?! ,why whould you say that?" I look at her with a sad expression "I don't know anymore" just then the teacher walks in "Good Afternoon class" "Good Afternoon Mrs.Baker" "Alright class please write the agenda and then continue working on what we where doing yesterday" I get i-imy things and I start working this anoying person says "Hey slut" I keep working ignoring him " Hey I'm talking to you " " what the hell do you want cant you see i'm busy!" "Hehe I heard that your seeing two girls is that true?" "No it's not I just started dating someone" "Yea right you just covering up the fact that your a slut" I turn away and continue working "Haha see" I raise my hand "Mrs.Baker?" "Yes Emiri?" "Can I go to the bathroom?" "Yes you can" I get up and i walk to the bathroom I head into the bathroom