My Everblue
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MatureComplete Fri, Jun 16, 201735m
"I'll be fine," Dean said, wishing his heart would calm down. "I know it wasn't real."
Sam nodded. "Cas is fine. Right down the hall. Mom too. Remember?"
"I know," Dean said again. "God, try telling that to my subconscious."
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I'm "it was all a dream"ing it BECAUSE I CAN, DAMMIT. And writing this helped a lot. I hope it helps you too. <3
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