Members Only // XXXTENTACION
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I don't wanna do this anymore.
I don't wanna love myself, so I pray they all love me.
I should've let you know, you were my only one.
//// Jessica Deliz loves Jahseh Onfroy and want to help him in his life. He is very suicidal and she wants to make him better. But he hates everything and everyone hates him, except Jessica.
Jahseh loves Jessica too, but he doesn't want to damage her preciously perfect soul. He feels that she is too good for a "ugly boy like him", and his ex doesn't help either.
But what will happen when Jahseh gives Jessica a chance?
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