self-help // phan

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22 year old Daniel Howell has a problem. Does he trust Dr. Lester, or does he let go, and give in?
  
WARNING: *eventually* sex sex sex sex & more sex (also mentions of mental illnesses, but hey what's a fic without em)All Rights Reserved

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