[on hold - heavy editing] When We Meet Again || Dan Howell x Depressed!Reader

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***Quotes and song lyrics used in this story that do not belong to me have full credits to the original author***

You knew Dan Howell as a teenager. Heck, you two were best friends at the time, going to the same school, doing (most) things together. But that all changed when you both risked your friendship to become something more.

~~~"I can't believe he did this to me, not after all we've been through."~~~

Fast forward a couple of years to now, and he still hasn't forgotten about you.

~~~"I always believed that fate used to bring people together for a reason, but after what happened, now I'm not so sure."~~~

But will you remember him after what he did to you, after what he made you become? Will you even want to remember him? Or would it be better if you forgot?

He broke your heart. Held it in his hands, being gentle so that nothing could happen to it. But one day he threw it onto the ground and stomped on it until it shattered into a million pieces.

And when something shatters into pieces, it rarely can be put back together.

~~~"I tried, I really did. You caused this, so don't blame me. But now I have to go, so see you until, and if, only if, you find me, When We'll Meet Again."~~~

But Dan doesn't know about something you did. You were young and depressed, so you did something incredibly stupid.

~~~"Silly little (y/n), didn't anybody tell you not to make deals with demons?"~~~

***Trying to write with full gender neutrality***

Warning: if you are easily triggered, or hit in the feels, don't read this because I have a tendency to make people cry :)

Writing and cover credits/copywrite to: _hunt_or_be_hunted_

I do not own you, Daniel James Howell or Philip Michael Lester (or any other real-life people).

Sorry for the long description.