La Douleur Exquise
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Ongoing34m
Last published Fri, Jun 16, 2017
"la douleur exquise" It literally means "the exquisite pain" and expresses the pain of wanting the affection of someone unattainable
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She then closed the door, locking it and turning around. She frowned slightly as she went to go find Jeremy. She walked more into the house and took a left around a corner, jumping back with a gasp as she suddenly saw a figure on the floor.
It was Jeremy, curled up into a ball with soft sobs coming from him. He looked up at Christine's scared and baffled expression. He gritted his teeth as he slowly moved his eyes back down, wiping his face with his shirt, letting out a soft "What have I done?"
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Angsty
Warnings: BOYxBOY, very small alcohol abuse, kinda depression I guess??
Be more Chill
Jeremy x Michael
Rich x Jake
Brooke x Chloe
Jenna x Christine
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