Jungkook has an issue. Well, it's never really been an issue before but it's rapidly becoming one. He's been like this for as long as he can remember and he doesn't know why. Every stage, every performance, every show in every country he's ever performed in, it's happened and there's nothing he can do to stop it. No matter how much he's tried to not let it happen, it still does.
You see...Jeon Jungkook has a kink. A performance kink, to be precise. It's not something he asked for and it's definitely not something that he appreciates about himself. It's more a pain than a pleasure to be quite honest. But, still, it happens every time he performs and it demands his attention as soon as he gets off stage. Even now, as he sprints his way from the Billboard performance stage to the bathroom, it's demanding, igniting every nerve in this body.
It was inevitable. It always has been. From the rumors at his school to his taunting parents behind closed doors, it was always rough.
Fake smiles and forced laughs were all he needed to get through the day- to show he was fine, but behind it all was a teenage boy, struggling to find his own happiness with all the demons taking over his mind.
He's grown used to it all. The demons, the bullies, the fake happiness- it was all molded and fit in his life almost... perfectly. Without it, he wouldn't be known as Kim Taehyung; the boy everyone hates, but no one notices.
Well, he can't really say that anymore when the school's intimidating and popular jock becomes his bulletproof vest.
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Started: 1/6/20
Finished: 4/24/20