Dim Light

He killed his family.

His mom, his dad and even his innocent sister.

He ruined everything including his not so perfect but loving family, lives of other people, everyone's trust and especially.....himself

Everything's going to be alright if he just tried to stop things from being more than worse.

But..he did nothing and that nothing slowly and painfully devoured him

Doing nothing destroyed him and took away his old self by degrees.

He let other people think what they want, that those things are his fault,

That he did that on purpose, that he is a ruthless demon hiding in an angelic and innocent face.

It cuts his heart every time he saw the eyes of the people ready to curse him under their tongue and giving him looks that could kill.

It tears him apart but he pretended it doesn't.
He tried not to because nothing could hurt him even more than blaming his self.

He gave up on his life. He started to pretend being what other people think he is.

Until... he started doing things that other people like to witness in order to drag him down. Over and over again.

He turned an aesthetic and perfect paradise into the most terrifying and horrible place.

He blocks the light of the shiniest star in the sky.

He wrecked a peaceful and calm river and suddenly changed it into a violent and trouble one.

He started to like the treatment he didn't deserve.
And now.. he's losing himself. Completely lost.

To the point that he would prefer to give up everything he never wanted than living his lifeless life.

But then, the heaven wanted to give him a chance. A chance to sneak out from the dark and seek for the light that would come only once.

Would he take a step to go after the light? Or live life full of darkness?