She Is Not Her
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  • Reads 317,988
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  • Parts 52
  • Time 6h 11m
purple_orchids
Complete, First published Jun 17, 2017
Mature
abuseadultarrogantbadboybillionairehatelovemarriagematurepassionpastpossessiverefusalromanceruthlesstnsa2017
"So Andrea, do you remember me now?", he asked through gritted teeth, anger, frustration, hatred and slight hurt clearly heard in his voice.

"I am not Andrea, and I don't fucking remember you", she hissed looking straight in his eyes and pulled on the restraints only to hiss in pain as the cold metal cut into her wrists.

"You still don't remember me, love. Then I will make you", his threatening words were followed by her blood curling scream as the leather belt landed on her back, tearing her soft skin.

"Do you remember me now", he asked, his body was vibrating due to anger.

"No", her answer didn't change.

His anger turned him into the monster, he never thought he would be with her. And her screams of pain echoed in the walls of the mansion.

Yet she refused. Refused to say what he wanted to hear.

Because SHE IS NOT HER.

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Adria Owensby, a naughty, cheerful and bubbly girl. People who know her well knows that her heart is prettier than her face. Her sweet nature can bring a smile on even dead man's lips.

Her life is perfect until a certain someone enters it and turns it into a hell.

Austin Hawk, CEO of Hawk Enterprises. He isn't a Mafia yet is feared as one. Being famous for his ruthlessness, no one dares to cross him. Once when gone to collect his debt, he meets his lost love, the girl who suddenly disappeared from his life.

And now he wants her back, forever.

What will happen when she refuses to recognize him, when she refuses to be the one who he says she is.

What will happen when he is determined to punish her for her refusal and to imprison her forever.
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Maya applied pressure to my wound. I hissed from the pain. "Stop fucking around." She rolled her eyes at me. Maya finished tending my wound, wrapping it with a bandage. As she got up to put the first aid away, I stopped her. My thumb rubbed against the cool skin of her hand. I pulled her to sit on my lap. My fingers ran through her hair. "You're doing it again." I ignored her, sinking my chin into her shoulder. "I have no idea what you're talking about." I placed small pecks on neck. Her breathing turning heavy. "Stop. Someone could walk in." "And? You think they want to watch? Shit, I would." _____________________________________ ~Maya Castillo~ Escaping her traumatic past, Maya and her brother, Santiago, run to New York. In hopes to run her family business one day along side with her brother, she takes a college program at NYU. But when a anonymous person threatens her, Santiago turns to a past trusted friend. His price for protection? Her. ~Noah Slade~ In Manhattan, Noah is feared around the entire city. New York bows to his feet. He works in multiple businesses and is known in the mafia world as well. When a old friend from high school comes to him for protection, he comes face to face with his friend's sister once again, knowing exactly what he wants in exchange. ~ H I G H E S T R A N K S ~ #6- badass 8/24/2022 #8- ongoing 10/31/2022

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