Thin Enough For Love (Ziall)

Thin Enough For Love (Ziall)

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Last published Sat, Jan 4, 2014

anorexia anorexic bulimia bulimic enough

I look in the mirror and all I see is... Fat. Ugly. Useless. It's not something I worry about anymore; it's my way of life.

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