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anathema ; phan

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"won't you go to someone else's sleep?
won't you go to someone else's head?
haven't you taken enough from me?
won't you torture someone else's sleep?"


TW : depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, actual suicide attempt. read at your own risk.All Rights Reserved

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Break Me (Phan) by MySecretsX

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Life Is Precious, Just Like Him - Phil Lester X Depressed! Reader by noathenerd

You met Dan in College and became close friends, even dropped out at the same time as him because of overwhelming stress, and your Depression and Anxiety. Your parents won't take you back in because they're abusive and always have been, so you have no where to go. That is until Dan saves you and takes you in. At his place you met Phil and instantly there's something about him that makes you fall in love. Phil and you bond immediately and he promises to help you through your depression and other problems, no matter how hard it may be.

No More Golden Days by JaxRidge

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Hello Internet ✹ Phan by klutzyvegetarian7

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Losing Him // phan by GypsyRover

{I lost him a while back, but I didn't realise until it was too late. Until he was gone for good.} TW for depression, suicide, and lots of existentialism.

depressed boy ☹ phan {texting} [COMPLETED] by ewcathyy

plantguylester: aye. it's me 'amazingphil' from tumblr. how's it going? read at 7:20 p.m. *lowercase intended* •Trigger Warning• [COMPLETED ON AUGUST 10, 2016]

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Flashbacks [Phan]

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