anathema ; phan
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"won't you go to someone else's sleep?
won't you go to someone else's head?
haven't you taken enough from me?
won't you torture someone else's sleep?"
TW : depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, actual suicide attempt. read at your own risk.
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