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Behind the Smile, I'm Scarred. (Of Mice & Men)

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LECTURES 4,005
Votes 102
Parties 11
Durée 28m

18 year old Elizabeth Maddax is depressed, has anxiety and panic attacks, and self harms. But she hides it all with a smile. When she was 13, her parents got divorced. Her father moved to Canada and his new girlfriend gave birth to her half-brother just a week later. Her mother wasn't taking it as well though. Ever since Eliza was 14, she's been being abused emotionally and physically all because her mum is broken from the fail in marriage. Yet, she still loves her mum to death.
Now Eliza is in her senior year with only 3 friends. Kayden, Ariana, and Nevaeh. She also has a crush on a boy named Austin Carlile at her school to, and only her friends know about it. So when she actually start becoming friends with Austin, will it make or break her life? Will scars hiding behind her smile fade, or will more be created?Tous Droits Réservés

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