More than meets the eye

Do you know the feeling of being different ?
You try to be normal to fit in but something keeps you from being normal, something deep inside you. You don't know what it is or should I say who it is ?
People say I am strange because I keep talking to myself but who said I am talking to myself ?
Her name is Ava she was always inside of me, she told me that someday everything will make sense.
Till then I have to keep on pretending to be normal or as normal as possible.
I am Amelie.
Amelie Shadow.
Strange name right ?
And what an irony since I myself am like a shadow.