Sequel to Broken Soul "I have a million eyes on me at all times. I have a million rumors flying out of a million people's mouths. I have my mom crying because she almost had to bury her second child. I have fans crying because I was their inspiration, yet I couldn't even fucking believe in myself. And on top of all that, I'm such a failure that I couldn't even DIE when i wanted to. So no, I'm not ok." ~ Nikki Bella