When you are about to die, you don't see your whole life flashing back before your eyes. You may shake, you may cry, you may shit your pants but your life does not flash back before your eyes. The truth is that, when you are about to die, when you make an eye contact with death itself, you suddenly become selfish. There is no other thought in your head than "I can't die in here. I need to find a way to stay alive." You don't have time to think about your family or your friends or the people you are trapped with. All that matters is you and the chances you have to make it out alive. Yet, a few months ago, I did not know shit about death and how it can make you feel, until I fell into his trap, until I trapped myself in this living nightmare, until my whole life began to depend on logic. We often hear about people being kidnapped and tortured for dark reasons, wait until you hear about what happened to me. --- Enjoy your reading, - creatingdoubt