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C O M I N G  S O O N
sep·a·ra·tion anx·i·e·ty
  NOUN
  psychiatry
  
  Teens and adults with separation anxiety disorder may feel extreme fear and distress when their romantic partner is out of sight.
  
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  "Please," I begged. "Don't leave me. Not like everyone else has." He then gave me a look. A look that reassured me that he wouldn't leave. That he would always stay with me by my side.
  
  //
  
  ~Johnny is a sweet, and protective boy longing for someone to care for. He has always had a way of calming others, and can't get enough of doing so. Never has he had a partner, so he has made that his end goal. To make someone happy as much as they make him feel whole.
  ~Ponyboy is an 18 year-old teen who is highly affectionate and loving; that is if he finds the right person. In his earlier years he was diagnosed with severe separation anxiety. After his parents death, and his beloved brother moving away, he NEEDS someone. That's when he meets the boy that will soon become his whole world.All Rights Reserved

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