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Highest ranking #272 dangerous 10/05/2018
Highest ranking #421 dangerous 11/05/2018

"Tick tock
Time's gone.
Another day, still staring at the clock
Same old wish but death hasn't come
Tick tock
I'm still a waste of space
He's holding unto the lock
Scars and cut, tired of running this race
Tick tock
Death is denying my request
When i have no place
Life is actually life if you have a reason
I wait for death to come ever season
Tick tock
I've cried a river of tears my face is numb
I need an escape
If death isn't the way then i need another chance, i need a RESTART!"

Closing my journal and laying it under my pillow, i think about how my life has changed drastically these last 9years just then my door creaked alerting me that someone is in my room. Looking up from my old bed, shivers ran down my spine on seeing the long whip with mother. Seeing the anger written all over her face, i knew i was screwed.

"Chloe, I've been calling you for the past 5 minutes and you didn't show. You know what it means when i call you and you don't come rushing down?" She asked giving me her evil smile.

"Y-ye-yes mother" i stuttered from fear.

"Stop stuttering you bitch and I'm not your mother!" She screamed raising the whip, i already knew what was coming next...