Mindfield.
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Last published Sat, Jan 6, 2018
In the wake of Jasmine's death, and as the wedding draws ever closer,
Zosia realises something terrifying...
...petrified and haunted by the thought of being a hollow shell of herself for the rest of her life-
-What can she do to break this vicious cycle..?
Should she put what her head thinks over what her heart wants?
Is mind other the matter always the best way forward?
This is a story of an exhausting strug against the deep downwards spiral...
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