heavy waves

"There was a great swell coming on the ocean. I was sitting in my board waiting for it to come. Around me was nothing, just my loud thoughts screaming inside my head. Decision making was always my weakness but it had to be made. I paddled as hard as I could and stand up ride an amazing wave. I smiled because I could feel my surfing skills getting better and my mind getting clearer. I jogged happily in sand with the resolution floating around my brain"