addicted to pain
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Last published Wed, Jun 21, 2017
trigger warning: recovering self-harm addict ( infliction of pain upon oneself as well as abuse of prescription and over-the-counter meds ) meets cute boy who is really annoying but oh hey, wait, he's actually kinda cute when he smiles and aw i should cuff him
content warning: abuse, sexual content, self-harm, swear words, GAY LOVE yeah, .... just leave
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