Wherever the stars take us -malec

To the boy that I fell in love with,

If I could live this life again. This life full of pain, this terrifying life, I would live it again and again and again, just to fall in love with you from the start. Because I never and I would never regret loving you, my love. Not for a moment, not for the most precious thing in this miserable world, not for the mysterious ocean who hides his treasures deep inside, not for the beautiful night sky that protect me from my own terrible nightmares. Not for all the stars that are looking at us every night, and fill this ugly world with their promising light, not even for that.

Because you, my beautiful moon, are the most precious treasure that I would have ever hide, because you are my valuable night sky that guard me from my own self, because you are all my stars, you are my sun and my moon, my ruin and rising.

And when I would no longer belong in this earth, when I would be just a star in the dark night sky, I would be the most bright one. Because you made a small sick star like me, look like the most bright sun in this unknown world. You made me love this awful life, you helped me write my own story in this world. And now that I'm leaving this planet I don't feel neither miserable nor scared, cause I wanted nothing more than this, babe.

And like that, one day I'll be gone. And like when I was borned nobody gonna notice this small change of my departure of this cruel world. By then, I would be no longer part of this atmosphere, not anymore, and you would be still here, alive and breathing in this known and foreign world. But don't worry, my lovely rose, I'll be all the moons and the stars in this galaxy so I can give you my light every night. So you would never be alone. So you would never be scared of the unknown again.

I love you, and I would wait for you. My soul will find yours.