Mistakes are simple. They can be simple. Or they can be huge. It all depends. The smallest mistake, can lead to a bigger one. But then the bigger one can become your favorite one. The one that made you realize your true love. But, you can't enjoy the mistake too much. She wants you to pay for it. To pay for your mistakes. And if you're not paying for it enough, she'll make you. She's still there. But she's not. And if these girls start enjoying their life without her, she won't be too happy. And that's exactly what they do. They move on. And trust me, Krista wasn't happy with it. I would know. I'm not one of the girls. Not even close. I'm nobody. Not yet. I would have given anything to even speak to Krista Oliver. She was practically my role model. A terrible one, at that. But, she may be making her clique pay, while I, on the other hand, made her pay. By getting rid of her.
Pretending? is that the best way to do when you saw someone from your past? When you saw someone that literally breaks your heart? Someone that has been there inside your mind and heart over the past year?
Would you rather pretend their appearance or would you rather to look at them in the eyes and say "I'm still in love with you? " but what will happen if you saw him and he's with another girl? Someone's more beautiful than you that could almost makes you self conscious. Someone who's really flawless and a girlfriend material.
The thing is he saw you with another guy too.... Someone he thought your boyfriend, someone he thought better than him but the only thing he didn't know is that someone isn't really he was.
Pretending.... it could kill you and let you admit everything if you keep pretending.
Would you rather pretend so you can get away with it or you would tell them face to face that you still have feelings for them.