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My Constant (ON HOLD)

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One night. That's all it took to change my life forever. The defining moment when secrets arose, new alliances formed and above all, distrust and suspicion reigned supreme. 
I learned one thing though. That love could be forged in the darkest of places. 
And that love was strong enough to last forever.

The story picks up after the 2nd chapter so read on past it for a bit more action (:All Rights Reserved

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My Gang Leader #Wattys2016 by scarlett12112

Published in 2016 but took it down 2019! After many comments on republishing it, I decided to republish it! *COMPLETE *Need to Edit but read at your own risk* " You hide to many things" I said. "And" he said looking at me like I'm stupid. " I want answers " I told him. He smirked. I can't believe he actually smirked. He then started coming closer to me. He removed my hair from one side slowly. His cold rough hands touched my bear neck. I felt that vibe. He leaned into my ear, "If I told you my secret you would run far, far away from me" *-------------------------------------------------* I had everything that a girl could want. I always smiled and laughed. My life was complete with my parents, best friends, siblings and lots of love that I could even imagine, but I was missing something in my life and that was 'True Love'. I had never fallin' in love or been near love. I never felt that spark or fireworks in my stomach when I was with a guy, and that was until I felt that one connection with "him". I fell in love with him but there was a problem, he was a Gang Leader; dangerous and very controlling. No one would let me be with him, but that didn't stop him. My Gang Leader

If No One Else by stoneco1d

𝟏𝟖+| I was said to be 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞... 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. I had heard it so much in my life that it had manifested into a truth that remained rock solid in my brain. It consumed every surface of my body and mind like a deadly cancer It had become a promise to myself. A reminder. A standard. It was a rule applied to every person in my life, except him... He was the same as I was; no matter how different our outside identities were. We were cut from the same cloth on the inside. There was no denying that he and I were both broken souls left in a broken world. Both craving an eternal slumber before we met, but his darkness played so well with mine that suddenly it began feeling more like light, warmth, goodness... a happy ending. "...𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗶𝗳 𝗻𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗲𝗹𝘀𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗶𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲... 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂," --------------------------- Partying. That was the one thing Chandler did best, and everyone in town knew that. But when one of her parties get out of hand and the cops are called, she's in for a rude awakening as she comes face to face with the new guy in town: Officer Herrera. He's wasn't like the usual officers she dealt with, and she finds that out quite quickly as she gets dragged away to jail for the night. They both wish to never see each other again, but there was something stronger than their dislike for each other keeping them together. The stronger their dislike grows, the more attached they become, until the lines become so blurred that they can't tell the difference between hatred and love anymore. They could say they hated each other, but if anything, a small part of them knew it would turn into love. If that love would last once everything was revealed... It was only a matter of time before they found out. ----

Falling For Him Anyway by Leah10103

Gwendolyn was different. There was no doubt about it. She was told constantly by her friends that she had a body to die for. She was sarcastic and was never one to entertain the circus. If she had something to say she would say it. After being cheated on by her ex, exacting revenge on him, and being harrased by the younger one of her bosses, Gwendolyn manages to get a new job with the help of her Best friend working for the fearsome Xavier Wells. He was cold, distant and had a mysterious past. He had always worn dark sunglasses, even when there was no sun. Xavier found himself lost, not knowing what to do, everytime he was with Gwendolyn or if he even thought about her. His dark past taught him that people couldn't love, it was just lust or too much to drink. Until her. Gwendolyn made him feel again. Though he warned her everytime that she must not fall for him. They both fell before realizing it. Now she was his and He would not lose her as well.

𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 by rosecinc

*TO BE TAKEN DOWN 5/25/2025 FOR EDITING* "Nobody is allowed between these pretty little thighs but me....and if anyone tries...𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦." ~ The leader of the most notorious, most powerful, and largest mafia in the world. They call him "The King." The king is feared by all and he is the reason people don't go out after dark. No one is safe under the King's rule but he is the only reason why they are alive. And the same goes for his anonymous right hand who lives in the shadows but is equally as lethal. Luca is the leader of the second-largest, most dangerous, and most powerful mafia in the world. He is the Don of the Italian Mafia. What happens when he wants to make a deal with the King, and he becomes interested in finding out who is the person behind the mask and even more interested in the right hand who is ever-so loyal to him? But the King's Mafia is hiding one big secret surrounded by hundreds of others. Will Luca be the first to find out the secrets and live? Love will flourish. Betrayal and deception will stab people in the back. Secrets will be revealed. Pain and misery will thrive in the most wicked times. Will anyone survive in the end? ~ "𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧... 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐞." ~ -Gore/Violence/language -Mature adult scenes/smüt -No cheating/no OW drama -HAPPY ENDING -Strong female lead & Whipped male lead -Mystery/thriller/action/romance -BOYXGIRL ~ "I just finished reading 'King' and wow. It was so good, it made me laugh and cry and the character development was so good." -@endlesstorries "Omggg the end was amazing. You made me cry with your book but it was totally worth it. And the plot twists *chefs kiss* -@Rivulettes #15 in romance (4/20/2022) I DON'T OWN THE COVERS.

Why Me? [ONGOING] [16+] by shesthatgirlll

Two people born into the same style of life find each other at their worst. Selena and Luca try to deny their feelings for each other but the pressure of their parents marriage arrangement pulls them together and ties them to each other for life. Selena being as stubborn and strong minded as she is continues to fight off the marriage but can't deny the feelings that she is starting to feel for this man she only just met. Not being able to shake the way his gaze makes chills shoot down her spine or the way his touch makes her breath hitch she begins to give in but not without a good fight. Luca sees this beautiful girl with a kind warm heart that makes him want to be better but as he gets to know her and her background a little more he finds out one of her biggest secrets and tries to use it to his advantage. Not wanting to fall for her he tries to distance himself but can't help the curiosity bubbling up inside him. He eventually lets his guard down but this costs both of them a grave loss. Leaving them both with only one question...WHY ME?

Sleeping With Royalty by Jelli909

Zyana was a normal girl, living the life. Until, that one day, her parents had been killed along with her bestfriend's parents and her boyfriend's parents. It was ironic, that all of their parents died, but all of their parent shave been gambling together for awhile and couldn't pay off the money they owed, so they were killed. Desperate to find a job, they all moved to England, just to become maids, a chef and a bodyguard. Zyana meets Prince Xavier and immediately feels a connection towards him. He feels the same way and can't resist her. For the period of time Zyana's been working there, her feelings for Xavier rise and rise, aswell as his. The thing is, Xavier is supposed to be engaged in some time, an arranged marriage. It's one night, that change their lives forever.

Twist Of Fate by KaayCornel

"I trusted you Xavier. You said you'll never leave. You said you loved me. Like a fool I am I believed you" she said in a broken defeated voice. "Well you're right. You're a fool. How could I love you, you're a fucking child. Now get the fuck out." I harshly said. I hate myself for hurting her like this. But it's for her own good. I hope you'll forgive me kitten. •••••••••••••••••••••••• She is 20 He is 30.But that doesn't stop him . She's the definition of innocence and kindness. He's everything she's not. Well just like they say opposites attract. But unfortunately for them, there are obstacle in their way. Their past has come back to haunt them. Broken hearts, broken promises, broken trust, misunderstandings and sacrifices. Join Angel and Xavier on their journey to forever. Witness how they go against all odds for the sake of their love. A story where a young lady falls for an older man. She has never let anyone in after experiencing betrayal. But him, he just came in crushing down the walls she spent years building in a matter of months. She has let herself be vulnerable for the first time and she's happy. Unfortunately her ugly past came crashing all her happiness. The one she loves gets snatched away from her. He loves her so much. He has sworn to protect her no matter what it takes. He promised he'll never leave her. Unfortunately he had to break his promise when a threat against her life surfaces. He chose to have her hate him and alive rather than not having her at all. He had to sacrifice something and he sacrificed their love and left her. But what he didn't know was that he wasn't leaving just her. Now his goal is to gain her trust and love once again. WARNING- the book is not yet edited ,so there'll be some mistakes please forgive me but you've been warned . Otherwise enjoy sweethearts ❤️

Taken Captive by RTEUYTAT

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Marked By You by yoitzher

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Never Ending Lies ✔️ by Simplewriter_31

{EDITING PROCESS} *BOOK ONE OF TWO* When a high school student named Davina Smith faces her senior year after a tragedy in her family, suddenly finds herself appealed to the new kids in town. She never had an interest in befriending anyone besides her childhood friends Emma and Jackson, But these kids had something about them that just made them stick out. Maybe it wasint such a bad idea to expand her social life. What could go wrong? Right..? ~~~~~~~~~~~ Davina Smith, a 17 year old with trauma of losing those close to her from past experiences and losses, is soon appealed to the new kids in town. Or more like appealed to the attractive black haired, green eyed boy. She's never been the one to want to have a relationship. Is now the time? Xavier Witts, a 18 year old boy hiding a nothing more than a couple lies... or so he says. Xavier never wanted to get attached to someone he could lose. He never to wanted to go through that again. But what happens when suddenly that person fights against his measures of protection? What happens when that person is willing to risk their life just to be with him? Luckily he would do the same ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I don't know what to do Xavier..." I cry uncontrollably into his chest as he holds onto me for dear life. "I know love. I know." "I'm such a bother to yall." I choke out. "I'm so fucking weak. I can't even defend myself." Xavier's arms unwrap from my body, and his hands hold my teary face. "I'm a worthless h-human." Xavier furrows his eyebrows in pain. A tear of his own falling down his face. "No," he says shaking his head. "No. You've never been a bother to me. You aren't weak. And you most certainly aren't worthless." I gasp to breathe, and he continues talking. "What you are is an amazing person who hasn't let all of this crazy bullshit affect her. You handled it like a champ. What you are is a strong, brave being that has stood by my side." I breathe as he leans closer. "What you are, is the love of my life...."

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Published in 2016 but took it down 2019! After many comments on republishing it, I decided to republish it! COMPLETE Need to Edit but read at your own risk* " You hide to many things" I said. "And" he said looking at me like I'm stupid. " I want answers " I told him. He smirked. I can't believe he actually smirked. He then started coming closer to me. He removed my hair from one side slowly. His cold rough hands touched my bear neck. I felt that vibe. He leaned into my ear, "If I told you my secret you would run far, far away from me" ------------------------------------------------- I had everything that a girl could want. I always smiled and laughed. My life was complete with my parents, best friends, siblings and lots of love that I could even imagine, but I was missing something in my life and that was 'True Love'. I had never fallin' in love or been near love. I never felt that spark or fireworks in my stomach when I was with a guy, and that was until I felt that one connection with "him". I fell in love with him but there was a problem, he was a Gang Leader; dangerous and very controlling. No one would let me be with him, but that didn't stop him. My Gang Leader