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❝ have you ever hated yourself so much that you wanted to kill yourself?

have you ever hated yourself so much that you'd doubt the fact of if you ever deserve people?

have you ever been so attached to someone that arguing with them hurts you bad! bad enough to bring you down to the verge of tears and have you ever felt so lonely that you'd wish to be dead?

It's weird how we have people all around us. yet we feel so lonely. at least I feel so lonely. way too much. so much that I can't explain it. it breaks up heart. and it makes me cry. every single thing makes me cry. and it's sad how there's no one i could go to when I'm sad. no one I could go to when I want to cry. let my feelings out.

Every single night, I cry myself to sleep. Remembering how I had no happy memories.I cry how the people I love the most aren't there for me when I need them the most. It breaks me. EVERY SINGLE DARN TIME. It makes me jealous when I see others spending time with their loved ones. So damn jealous. It makes re-think if I'm worth any time of my loved ones. ❞

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