Secret Long Song #wattys2017

"Look, Luke. Stop this. Stop bothering me, Nasisira na kami ni Charles.. please? " pagmamakawa ko na sakanya. Mali na 'to! Mali na tong ginagawa namin. Nagtataksil kami.. No, I can't be with him..

"No Leilyn. It's a big no! " What?! Please, Luke makisama ka naman. Hindi ko na to kaya! hindi na to maganda.

"Are you crazy Luke?! " mas lalo naman siyang lumapit saakin kaya umatras ako. Gosh! You're making me crazy Zamora!

"YES! I'm crazy! If I was'nt, I would'nt do this! If I did'nt see you. I get curious! If you're depresses, I get upset! If you smile, It makes me happy. If you're sick, I get worried. It's driving me crazy! Fuck! Can't you see Leilyn what I'm trying to say?" napaatras naman ako.

No! It can't be. This is wrong, Luke.

"Please, Luke. You're just over think- He cut me off and what he said makes me shut up.

"I STILL LOVE YOU! I dated so fucking many girls just to fucking forget you, Leilyn! Damn! Bakit ba ang manhid mo?! " and there napatulo nalang bigla yung luha ko. No, You can't just fall for me Luke. I can't be your girl. I can't be with you..

"I-I'm sorry.. S-Sorry Luke but this is w-wrong. M-Mali 'to. I'm sorry Luke. Hindi ko kayang saktan si C-Charles. " sabi ko at napayuko. Masyadong mabait si Charles I can't do this to him.

"Lei? Leilyn? Are you there? " I feel stiff. No! Hindi niya kami pwede makita dito ni Luke. Tinulak ko si Luke para makalayo pero mas lalo niya pa akong kinulong sa bisig niya. I looked at his eyes, saying please let me go.. He stare at me for a minute at mamaya maya bumibitaw narin ang hawak niya saakin.. but I can see pain in his eyes. I'm sorry...

"Kaya akong sasaktan mo, Lei? Bakit ganyan mo nalang bitawan? I love you but I guess going to give up. Kaya sana bago pa ko bumitaw.. Alam mo na ang halaga ko kasi nakakapagod na.. " and there Iniwan niya na ako ditong nagiisa. I love you too Luke.. but We can't be. I'm sorry..