Journal Entries 2017-2018

I have marked this story as "completed" but I don't know if it will ever actual be complete. This is my journal, my secrets, my thoughts. This is The Diary of Me.

Threats, attacks, mobs, cans, psychos is that really how it should be for us? Do we really have to suffer? Why? How can we make it stop? Why doesn't anyone help us? Best🏅 #1 btsot7 (19.12.2019) #1 agents (25.7.2020) (26.6.2021) (14.7.2021) (19.9.2021) #22 dramatic #842 btsjungkook ======== Begining: 29.7.2018 End: 9.3.2020

hello everybody! This is a suicidal/depressed deku book with Dadmic! Will their bond grow? Will Mic fuck up? Will Izuku try to kill himself? Find out yourself! #1 radioshow - September 5, 2021 till still #1 presentationmichael - September 5, 2021 till January 2, 2022 #1 izuku - January 7,2022, March 30, 2022, #2 suicidaldeku - Feb 28, 2022, March 13,2022, #1 suicidaldeku - March 13, 2022! I DONT OWN MHA. I DO OWN THE COVER. Warnings: Suicidal (everything:thoughts, actions, etc.) Panic attack Self harm Angst "yelling" Pain Etc.

[Completed] [Rewritten] "I feel like I'm an artist. My brushes are my blades and my canvas is my wrist." First chapter sucks, but I think the rest of it is decent . . . ❗❗Trigger Warning❗❗ Mentions of self-harm, eating disorders, depression and suicide Started: November 11th 2019 Finished: March 24th 2020 Rewriting started: December 21st 2020 Rewriting finished: October 17th 2022 Best rankings: #1 in jincentric, #1 in beatup, #2 in bulimianervosa

cannibal deku -------- WARNINGS: CANNIBALISM, GORE, SELF HARM, MENTAL ILLNESS, TORTURE. -------- Finished: April 16, 2020 Edited: April 29, 2020

⚠️TW: SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS/ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SWEARING, THROWING UP/GAGGING, PANIC ATTACKS, EATING DISORDER, DEATH Izuku Midoriya hasn't been feeling well lately. He's got a quirk, he's got friends, he's finally living his life as an U.A. student, but it doesn't satisfy him. While he keeps smiling - like he promised All Might - he feels empty inside. Uncontrollable and fast breathing, intrusive thoughts, visible and invisible scars and one unexpected person who might be able to save him. -The cover art isn't mine, I found it on Pinterest but I don't know who the original artist is so I can't give them credit :/ (if u know please tell me) - This story doesn't follow the storyline of the anime/manga. - BakuDeku story - No smut - I don't own bnha or any of the characters in it First chapter published: 28/11/2021 Last chapter published: 28/11/2021 Word count: 24.504

When you're stuck inside a layer of skin you never asked for, what does the soul do? It cries out in poems and pictures, and words that have so much meaning to anyone if they look hard enough. It winces in pain every time the pen hits the paper and shouts in agony every time the mirror is reflected upon a burning face. This is a collection of me. My eating disorder, my depression, anxiety, my thoughts, my words, my pain. If you've ever wondered what it was like inside the mind of an anorexic, a bulimic, a chronically depressed woman, here is the answer. A memoir written by me. There is no specific order you should read this book. Choose a random chapter from the table of contents, and read. Take a little in, leave a little out. ****** There is a major trigger warning for almost every story in here. If you are sensitive to numbers, or ideas or anything of this matter, this book may not be for you.

Trigger Warning! Depression, Anxiety, Eating disorders, Panic attacks, Depressive thoughts, Cursing, Self-harm, Suicidal thoughts Cover art by: Not sure (please tell me if you know) Started January 26, 2020 Completed February 23, 2020