lost love
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Dernière publication mar., juil. 4, 2017
this is the truestory of how I met and fell in love with my soulmate and how I lost her and how it affects me everyday even now.;'-(to all readers,PLEASE COMMENT N HOW THE STORY MOVED YOU.PLEASE, PLEASE COMMENT PUTTING THIS TRUE STORY OUT IS TEARING MY HEART APART:-((
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autobiographical
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Forgotten
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