Through His Eyes | A.A |

" You're eyes are so tired Aug.." I say while looking up at his face, his beautiful exhausted face. He's going through so much in such little time. Sometimes i feel like i'm losing him.. Most times i think it's consumed him. But my baby's a fighter, he always has been.

"They always give me away, huh?" his husky voice whispered as he slightly chuckled. I smiled at the sound, he's always trying to bring the light to the dark, and that's what i love the most about him.. he's the light in everything.

"C'mon baybeh, don't do that.. I'm okay pooh." he slightly lifted my head so that i could look into his eyes again, i didn't notice the tears that started to well up in mine, but they were there. He didn't deserve this. He has so much to live for.

"I just ... I love you August. You d-don't Deser-"

"Whatever God has in store for me is what i deserve. I love you too, Kaiana. But i'm not going to let you stress over me. I'm fine, I'm here, I'm still breathing. And Despite what my eyes are telling you, i feel alive and well enough to stand. Hell, i'll hit a back flip right now if that'll stop you from crying. Be happy Kai, just be cool."