Taken But Not Fully Gone
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This story is about me, Larenta DeLuca.
How it all happen.
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As I lay in my bed listening I'm Not Done by Fever Ray
"Is it dark already? How light is a light?
Do you laugh while screaming?
Is it cold outside?
One thing I know for certain
I'm pretty sure, it ain't over
I'm not done"
Letting my mind wander to that night. Three years ago, in this very room, on this bed is where it all happened. It's where I lost the most precious thing to me -my virginity. It wasn't necessarily lost,but taken, taken by someone who I gave my everything to.
He was my boyfriend, my first love. I loved him and he loved me back. He was my everything but he hurt me, caused me pain and distress, and even though he did the most horrible thing a person could do, he-Curtis Maxwell Henderson-Barton gave me the most precious gift anyone could have been given. My daughter-Sophía Barton-DeLuca.
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