And Then She Dies| ✅ [#WATTYS2017]

And Then She Dies| ✅ [#WATTYS2017]

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[Highest ranking #79 in poetry] *TRIGGER WARNING* If I can't be the ruler of my own life, if I can't have true control, what's the point of living my lie?

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