Hey , I'm Ruben Liana Jones , I Am 18 Years Old . I'm A Senior In High-school & This Is My Second Trimester . Im Not Your Avearge 18 Year Old . Let Me Tell You The Story About My Life . 😔 , When I Was Just 7 Years Old , My Mom & I Moved To California From Minnesota , After Months Of Us Living There My Mom Met A Man , Shortly After He Hooked My Mama On To Doing Drugs & My Whole Life Was Flipped Upside Down . After Two Years Of Them Being Together Jackson (My Mom's Boyfriend) Started To Molest Me 😭 . I Tried To Tell My Mama 😔 , But She Just Didnt Believe Me 😒😴 ... When I Turned 14 I Lost My Virginity To My Mom's Boyfriend (Jackson) I Swear I Thought I Lost My Life 😭 , Worst Feeling Ever , Once Again I Tried To Tell My Mother But She Just Didnt Believe Me 😔😭 .... Next Morning I Was Very Sick Had No Idea Why , Thought I Was Pregnant , So I Walked To A CVS Up The Street From Where I Lived To Get A Pregnancy Test 😰 , I Went Back Home To Take The Test & After 5-7 Minutes .... The Test Was Positive & At That Moment I Broke Down , Im Only 14 How Can I Take Care Of A Baby Im Not Ready , How Will I Tell My Mama This HOW ❗️😭 .... My Baby Was Premature I Had Her At Only 7 Months , Her Name Was Savannah Maya Jones , Born On June 11th 2014 💕🔐 , But Sadly We Had To Stay In The Hospital For Two Months Because She Was So Tinyy 😭, My Mom & Her Boyfriend (A.K.A The Man Who Fathered My Child) Visited The Hospital 3 Times 😒😴 , I Honestly Didn't Care I Just Wanted My Baby To Be Okay 💯🆗 .... August 11th 2014 Was The Day Me & My Baby Returned Home 👏🏾💕 , But It Wasn't All Happy Smiles ...... 😔 Should I Continue ?? 💪🏾💯