I still watch over him now. He can't see me nor hear me. I watch over my children too. His children. We were happy together, everyone thought we were the perfect couple with perfect children and perfect lives. But we weren't. From the age of 7, I was diagnosed with a life threatening illness. That's why my dad left. He said he didn't want to be hear to see me suffer. Him and mum had been fighting a lot aswell. They said it was about money. It wasn't though. We had plenty of the stuff. It was about me. The doctors said I probably had until I was about 23 to live. I was only young at the time, so I didn't understand but as I got older I got too grips with it. I promised myself I wouldn't fall in love because a) don't start something you can't finish and b) the person on the other end would end up hurt. I broke that rule. When I was 15, I stayed with my aunt Caroline Flack during 'The X factor' live shows. I broke my promise to never fall in love. I fell in love with George Shelley. I watch over him now. He can't see me nor hear me. I loved him, I still do even though I am dead. I have been for 3 years now. My name is Eloise Flack, and this is my story.