Destination; Unknown
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To be honest, I don't know where I'm going. I don't know where my life is going to end up if I keep continuing following this path I'm been following for years now. One day this path is going to lead me somewhere I don't want to be, so from now on I am my own person. No one can tell me how to live my life, what I should do or should've done , what I can and can't wear and who I can and can't date. From this day forwards I myself am lost, I'm lost in who I am what I want to be. Yes I am aware I just said I was going to be my own person but part of me wants to blend in with everyone else, be unnoticed by all but I want to be noticed and I don't want to blend. I guess I'm just stuck in this confusing stage in my life where I don't know who I want to be.
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