"I loved him. and I was afraid of it completely taking over.
The trouble was, he never really noticed me. I didn't even think he knew my name.
That's the problem for people like me. nobody really notices you, because, deep inside you don't want to be noticed. That's the difficulty for weirdos like me."
This is the year where Lola Harrison realised a lot more about herself than she could have ever guessed before. She decided that writing it down could help put all the pain behind her, because all she wanted now was to move on. Move on, and forget all about that Love business, and focus on Friendship. because her love story so far... hadn't been very successful to say the least. Love, anxiety, friends, rejection and the internet are all things that helped her reach the nasty state she is in now.