Could it be true?

Isn't it a cliche when you fall for the jerk? Puhh-lease. I know all about it. Trust me on this, nothing in life is ever a cliche. Life is life and there are parts of it that you just have to tell the world because they are that important. But, there are things hidden behind the scenes that I know of but refuse to open up to. Will I let my heart go so he can catch it, or will I keep it closed so that I wont get hurt? My life will change, my past will return, my future will be full of...who knows? All I can ask myself is could it be true? After everything I have been through and everything that I am willing to do, is it all worth it or is it just a waste of time? Well, if you ask me, Casandra Carmichael, I am going to tell you this. "Life is a b*tch and will bite you in the a** every time. Who cares though? You get one life and every moment matters. I have done things and will continue to do things that I will hate, love, and possibly regret. But just know that whatever comes your way, you must ask yourself 'Could it be true?' because reality just doesn't play nice."