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"You can't blame yourself for something you didn't do" he looked at me his eyes red and bloodshot. "It was his choice"
"I could've stayed I could've stopped him, why did I let things get this bad?" My legs suddenly felt numb and I dropped to the floor.
Luke rushed over to me and hugged me tightly while silent cries escaped my mouth.
"I could have done something."
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