Melody of a Canvas {A Soukoku AU}

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His world was blank
While his world was quiet
He heard the longing song
While he saw the mesmerizing art
He was the canvas
While he was the melody

an AU were one's loss is the other's gainAll Rights Reserved

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ᴛ ᴀ ɪ ɴ ᴛ ᴇ ᴅ ; + sᴄᴀʀs ᴏғ sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ᴄᴀʀᴠᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. ᴏғ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙʀᴀɴᴅɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴛᴀɪɴᴛɪɴɢ. AC ; era_pippi | twt/x TW ⚠️ || this story contains themes such as; - verbal abuse - alcohol abuse - suicide - toxic relationships [VII] - © seohonyx - #1 soukoku 1/28/20 🥺🥳 - #3 dazaixchuuya 7/16/20 💕 - #2 dazaixchuuya 7/19/20 💘 - #1 dazaixchuuya 7/23/20 - 7/28/20 😳❤️ 📍ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ɴᴏᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ғᴀɴғɪᴄ ᴅᴏᴇs ɴᴏᴛ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴɪᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴍᴀɴɢᴀ. ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴏsᴇʟʏ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ᴏsᴀᴍᴜ ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ. 📍ᴀʟsᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇʟɪɴᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀʟᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ.

''It... it wasn't you...'' That was the worst way possible to break the truth to him. On a job in Hiroshima, Chuuya was drunk. He had a one-night-stand with a guy at the hotel, whom he didn't know. He wanted to confess and apologize to Dazai, but he didn't have the courage to do that because he didn't want to lose everything that they had. But at the end, he failed to cover it up. And right when he thought things couldn't get any worse, they just kept worsening. ✨ 18 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Sex ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm ⚠️ Character death 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 5 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 8 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 72 in #nakaharachuuya 🎨 Cover Art Credit : rokkyun1 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

My Psychiatrist || Soukoku by DazaiMancer

Started: March 18, 2023 Finished: November 18, 2023 Dazai is a 21 years old young man who was never cared by his parents, and was only seen as a tool for their dirty, and illegal, job. His parents' psychological, and sometimes physical, abuse rendered him mute. He had been hiding the scars which carved into his skin behind the bandages. He had been living in his alternative reality after a certain incident. Someday, he met with a young psychiatrist which made him feel the things he never felt before.

»ᴡʜᴏ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ?« »ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ! ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇᴛʀᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴏғ ᴜs!« »ᴀs sᴏᴏɴ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇғᴛ ɪ ᴛʜʀᴇᴡ ᴀ ʜᴜɢᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴛʏ ᴛᴏ ᴄᴇʟᴇʙʀᴀᴛᴇ.« »ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ. ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴅɪᴅ.« ⚠️ᴛᴡ: sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ, sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ, ᴅᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ, ɢᴜɴs, ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴄᴇ⚠️ //SPOILERS FOR THE ORIGINAL BSD STORY//

$"No! This is wrong!"{BSD} by Mori_Yeon$

Atsushi finds out he interested in men and is disappointed in himself he falls into negativity and call's himself Disgusting. Dazai and Chuuya are dating but have a strong feeling towards Atsushi they find out they're in love with him an agree to add him in their relationship freeing him from his world of doubt but is that world really gone?

Dance of song | Soukoku dance au | by Cuteplosion_Xo

Music pulsed in the air, it wrapped around their minds, pulling them into a world of their creation. Music brings them together, but tears away reality. Dazai Osamu struggles to express himself without music. Nakahara Chuuya has a hard time knowing his limits. The two are an unlikely match, but they complete each other. Though neither will admit the budding relationship or the feelings weighing heavy in their chest, it's there. The only question is, will they express how much they need each other before time runs out? -- Top 10 in... # 1 in musicau 01/03/23 # 4 in danceau 12/30/22 # 1 in bsdau 01/05/23 # 3 in dazaixchuya 01/05/23

BEAR THAT SIN WITH ME | tsukishima × yamaguchi by intresthetic

❛ wouldn't it hurt if we share this sin right? ❜ ⑊ 𝓲𝓷𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 2019 #1 Tsukkiyama <01/23/2020

Forbidden Love |Soukoku| by DJ-3-Spoopy-5-Me

Kouyou grabbed Chuuya by the back of the collar as she began to drag him away, he tried to fight back struggling and reaching towards Dazai as he too was being drug away by Mori. The two were caught meeting in secret at the park near Mori's mansion. "NO STOP LET ME GO!" Chuuya yelled as he struggled against Kouyous grip. "PLEASE! DAZAI!" The boy gave out his last try as tears started falling from his eyes knowing there was no way he would see his lover again. Through his tears he took one last glance at Dazai and saw him mouth, 'we will see each other again, I promise'. His tears beginning to fall more as they lost sight of each other Chuuya brought his hands to cover his face, broken yet hopeful that he would see the bandaged boy again. *ᗯᗩᖇᑎIᑎG ᗰIᒪᗪ ᔕᗯEᗩᖇIᑎG (BC Chuuya come on) *ᗰEᑎTIOᑎᔕ ᔕᑌIᑕIᗪE ᗩᑎᗪ ᔕEᒪᖴ ᕼᗩᖇᗰ ᑭᒪEᗩᔕE ᗷE ᗯᗩᖇᑎEᗪ!!!

Begin Again (Chuuya x reader) by starsforbreakfast

just two people who dazai destroyed bonding over the fact that dazai destroyed them while trying to heal both themselves and each-other. ~discontinued~ I don't own any characters or plot points from started: 2021 discontinued: 2022

sᴏᴜᴋᴏᴋᴜ | ᴛᴀɪɴᴛᴇᴅ ❤︎

ᴛ ᴀ ɪ ɴ ᴛ ᴇ ᴅ ; + sᴄᴀʀs ᴏғ sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ᴄᴀʀᴠᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. ᴏғ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙʀᴀɴᴅɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴛᴀɪɴᴛɪɴɢ. AC ; era_pippi | twt/x TW ⚠️ || this story contains themes such as; - verbal abuse - alcohol abuse - suicide - toxic relationships [VII] - © seohonyx - #1 soukoku 1/28/20 🥺🥳 - #3 dazaixchuuya 7/16/20 💕 - #2 dazaixchuuya 7/19/20 💘 - #1 dazaixchuuya 7/23/20 - 7/28/20 😳❤️ 📍ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ɴᴏᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ғᴀɴғɪᴄ ᴅᴏᴇs ɴᴏᴛ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴɪᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴍᴀɴɢᴀ. ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴏsᴇʟʏ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ᴏsᴀᴍᴜ ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ. 📍ᴀʟsᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇʟɪɴᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀʟᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ.

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