Anxiety and White Knuckles

Anxiety and White Knuckles

Tenbinza_no_Ouji

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Last published Mon, Sep 22, 2014

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A collection of Dirk's inner thoughts when he's rejected by none other than his adolescent life-long crush, Jake English.

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