Hopeless
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You feel so hopeless when you loose someone because you always think, what could I have done that would have stopped it.
What could I have done to make it any better, to help them get through the pain.
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"Bella don't think it was you fault," Matthew says gripping me by the face with tears streaming down my eyes.
"It was my fault," I say shaking my head. "I could've helped him," I say looking into his eyes, sobbing.
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