I Married The Addict
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  • Parts 7
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Complete, First published Jan 08, 2014
Mature
In the world of drugs there are four kinds of people. 

THE DRUG DEALER: Often providing the drug for a hefty cost and in most cases doing the same drugs themselves.

THE DRUG USER: Taking drugs and doing close to anything to get a fix.

THE "FRIENDS": The friends who are only around for the drugs. The ones who simply disappear when you run out of the fine white powders.

Then there is THE ONLOOKERS. They see you drugging out and decide not to help you. Even if they are perfectly able to.
 
There is the little known fifth party the "Rehabilitator" they do all in their power to help you overcome the addiction.

I Jahovah Micheals helped Raquel Young overcome her addiction to drugs. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"I love the way it makes me feel Jahovah, no matter how bad life gets the feel of the drugs takes me away. It's like living with out being able to feel any of the pain."

"Raquel sometimes you're supposed to feel the pain. How else are you able to determine happiness? The balance of the two is what we need. Maybe a little guidance is all you need to be happy."

"I know what makes me happy already Jehovah."

I wonder if she knows that she makes me happy?
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