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Relapse (A Phanfiction)

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alcohol amazingphil annaclendening dan danandphilgames daniel danisnotonfire dapau fiction howell howell-lester music parties phanfiction phil phillester phần relapse weekend âu

*BASED ON THE SONG RELAPSE BY ANNA CLENDENING*
***TRIGGER WARNINGS: Depression, Abuse, Self Harm, Alcoholism, and more***

I thought it would only free my mind... I thought I would be fine.
I was wrong.
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For Phil, University has always been difficult. Parties were especially difficult. 
He was 2 years clean from drinking and alcoholism, but sometimes you need to give into temptation to realize something about yourself. Or maybe even someone else. 
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Alone at a party, Dan was trying to avoid the one person there that made him feel like he was special. All because so many other people were also special when his addictions existed. Or maybe they just never went away...
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Please enjoy this fan fiction, I am going to work hard to put my heart and soul (well what exists of it anyways) into this story. When you read it please keep in mind the song I will be linking to in the first chapter, that song is the whole reason this exists. Anyways, enjoy!Alle Rechte vorbehalten

alcohol amazingphil annaclendening dan danandphilgames daniel danisnotonfire dapau fiction howell howell-lester music parties phanfiction phil phillester phần relapse weekend âu

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