alex is a 16 year old boy who lives a fairly good life, he lives with his best friend jack. alex has a secret, he has a diary. jack is a 16 year old boy who loves his life. he lives with his best friend alex. jack has a secret, jack knows about alex's diary. --- this fic is in diary format, some regular chapters. lowercase intended. boyxboy fic sensitive content. ⚠trigger warning: self-harm, abuse, and sad content, description of smut ⚠ more warning,statements, and notices in the intro chapter