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Amelia has had it hard her whole life and starts to realize that maybe the world does not except her or want her there.
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"And she's right, but I didn't even try; I knew she wouldn't listen. Why is it that we tell the people we love to stop doing these things, but they do it anyway, knowing their hurting us and themselves.
I hate reality."
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