Astray (A Zayn Fanfic)
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I have a kainotophobia - a fear of change. Why? It scares me, because change sometimes isn't for the best. He came and that's when everything changed. But for once was it a good change? Or was it a mistake that can't be fixed? Either way I fell in love, and I'm in it to deep to leave...
I needed a new beginning somewhere to start over and forget the past. She could be the key to a new start. She could be the reason to move on. All I know is that I fell in love, and to leave her before things go wrong will hurt. I have a thantophobia - a fear of losing someone you love. I can't lose her, ever... ••not edited••
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