The Road Not Taken

Introduction

When I was a child, I always believed in fairytales and such. On how my "prince charming", riding his silver horse,would someday come to my house, greet me and tell "I'm the one" or maybe have an evil witch ( a fairy tale is never at its best without the "evil witch" you know) cast a spell on me but then later on have the prince break it for me, with a touch of our lips.

Oh, how I craved for those fairy tales. Having such romantic endings having me not caring on what happens next, after their marrage and such. Just having the feeling to meet "the one" and Boom! your meant to be for the rest of your lives or maybe for eternity.

But the real world doesn't work that way. It isn't only a shitty one, its full of BULL CRAP and SHITTY HEADS.

And it kept me wondering, how much longer do I need to keep on living like this.

Running away

Living a life full of lies

Pretending to be someone else

all for the sake of the people I care. but the question is, how about me? When will they start caring for me? When will they look at me and realize what hideous things I've done for them and what hideous creature I've become, all for their sake. For their Shiity lives sake.

I wanna live, love and be free.

I want to take the road that I haven't taken yet.

I want to be different.

Look at me please, tell me you see me and that you love me.